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TANNERVILLE, USA

 

Welcome to Tannerville!!!


Tanner Christine Lusk

November 12, 1998 - September 19, 2007

Tanner was here with us for such a little time. But it was spoke of in Tanner's funeral, that it does not matter the day you were born or the date of your death but how you lived your life between the two. Tanner lived her life and touched so many along the way. Tanner had an amazing fight for life and that will live on with us forever.

 

Happy Mother's Day! Hug and kiss them for all the moms who no longer can!!
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  Tanner's Journey: 

      Tanner is an 8 year-old little girl that was diagnosed with Ewings Sarcoma of her skull on May 19, 2003. She had a full tumor resection and removal of the left front section of her skull. She had surgery and completed 14 rounds of chemotherapy and 4 weeks of daily radiation at UCLA, Mattel Childrens Hospital in California.

In November 2004, after 7 months in remission, Tanner relapsed with 6 lesions to the brain. UCLA gave us very little hope and stated that the tumors were out of reach surgically. We were told Tanner had five months to live. Through the internet we had met another strong child fighting Ewings Sarcoma in his skull, Jake Beresh www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy . With the help from his wonderful family and the determination to never give up we drove to Omaha, Nebraska to seek treatment for Tanner. November 26, 2004, Tanner met with the doctors at Children's Hospital in Nebraska. December 17, 2004 Tanner had a biopsy of one of the tumors and a cranioplasty (to reshape her skull from the previous surgery). She also had 3 rounds of multiple chemotherapy to reduce the tumors in size. April of 2005, Tanner had Gamma Knife Radiation to all 6 lesions. Then on June 1, 2005 Tanner had a stem cell rescue at Univ. Of Nebraska Medical Center. After the stem cell rescue it was recommended that she have full brain and spine radiation to wipe out any remaining cancer cells. So in August of 2005 we went to Loma Linda Hospital in California, for Proton Radiation where Tanner had full brain and spine radiation daily for 3 1/2 weeks. After being cancer free for almost a year we moved to North Carolina to be closer to our family. On a routine scan in August 2006 another tumor was found around the 7th and 8th nerves (hearing and facial nerves). We knew that we needed to go back to Omaha, Nebraska and have Dr. Puccoini perform the surgery. Tanner had both hearing and facial nerves removed and was to start radiation therapy to the tumor bed that was right next to the brain stem. With a lot of problems getting radiation scheduled 2 months later another tumor grew at the tumor site. Tanner underwent her fourth brain surgery to remove the tumor and was out of the hospital within three days. Radiation started within a week from her surgery at the Nebraska Medical Center, to the tumor bed. Due to the radiation Tanner has had in the past this was high risk, she also started oral chemo at home. Shortly into her radiation treatment Tanner started to have some problems with her left eye, after a MRI was ordered a very small tumor was found on her optic tract on the left side of her brain. Radiation was than started to that tumor site as well and both sites were radiated everyday for 6 weeks. Tanner has completed her radiation on January 8th 2007 and she had a brain MRI and chest CT on January 22, 2007 and ALL scans were CLEAR!! Tanner continues her oral chemo and she has started some alternative meds. Protocel and Paw Paw. Tanner had brain and spine MRI on March 5th 2007 and no sign of cancer in Tanner's body. Tanner continued to do well and had no pain, but on a routine scan in May 2007, new tumors were found in the brain and the spine. Tanner did spot radiation to the tumor sites and had a couple of weeks of chemo. The tumors were not responding to the chemo and at that point the doctors felt that there was nothing more we could do for Tanner. Tanner has continued to do spot radiation to minimize her pain and symtoms of cancer. Tanner's cancer responds very well to radiation and we wanted to give her the opportunity to be pain free as long as we could. Tanner is no longer fighting cancer, Tanner passed away on September 19th 2007. We are now trying to deal with the loss of our little girl who fought so hard and so long. Please read below for current updates! Thank you for your thoughts and prayers!

 


 

Current updates:


Saturday, May 10, 2008

Everything is going well around here, we are getting through each day. Its still very hard and we miss Tanner like CRAZY!!! but this week the sadness is not overwhelming us or consuming our every action. There are many times when you are taken back and you lose control over your emotions. For example in the mall yesturday Hope saw a little boy in a wheelchair, who was unable to talk or hold up his head. Hope started pointing and telling me he has cancer and asked if he was going to die. Two things went through my mind. One-how sad that she thinks everyone is a wheelchair is going to die because her sister did. Two-we hated everyone pointing and staring at Tanner. We saw this family again in another store and Hope again started pointing and asking questions. I took her hand and went up to the family and talked to them. We introduced ourselves and said hello to Devon this five year old little boy. Hope and Brody started talking to him and asked him if he had cancer. They were laughing and talking to Devon, not pointing and making this family uncomfortable. The kids said Goodbye to Devon and rubbed his fuzzy hair and the smile on his face was overwhelming. I am crying just typing this because this little boy in a way reminded me of Tanner. He just wants to play, laugh and be a normal kid. These kids go through so much and they get a new normal.  Hospital, doctors, shots, being sick and even pointed at. So please next time you see a little kid with a handicap or a kid with no hair, don't stop and stare! Talk to them because they are just like you and me. They were dealt this hand and have no choice but to deal with it, put yourself in their shoes. Children  change your life, but after seeing all these children suffer and face so many challenges, you learn to cherish the little things. Tanner never wanted to be treated any different, regardless of her hair, her smile, she was the same little girl but stronger. No matter what was said to her or when she was pointed at, she kept her head high and dealt with all that was handed to her. I admire that in my daughter and I will try my best to continue that attitude for myself.

Hope had her first tee-ball game today, in the rain. She was very excited not only to play but they got to stay out in the rain and get wet. Hope did very well and she even looked the part of a ball player, with her socks up high and her hair pulled back. She loved her outfit!! After her game we enjoyed a play at the Rose Theater "Horrible Harry" with Grammie, Reimers family and Hope's friend Kaylee. We had a good time and the kids really liked it.

We are doing GREAT with our fundraising efforts!!! Our team "Tanner's Termites" is over $8,000.00. We are almost to our goal, please log onto our team website and help us make a difference in childhood cancer. http://host.curesearch.org/goto/tannertermites anything you can do would be greatly appreciated. If you would like to walk with our team please click on the link above and join Tanner's Termites. Cure Search would also like walkers to register online so they can acknowledge the picture release and waiver. If you need a Tanner's Termite shirt please email Susie at sblooney@cox.net. We have some wonderful fundraisers coming up. Tanner's Tea, on May 18 at 2pm the T!LC church in Bellevue. Reservations are required so please email Tracey at tannerstea@hotmail.com this is a FREE will donation and would love to have a house full, please come and enjoy the afternoon. Julie Cornell from KETV news did a story on the website about "Tanner's Tea" please view the story at www.ketv.com/juliesdiary  Julie had interviewed Tanner a couple of times and was surprised that Tanner loved tea parties. I told her that it all started with Grandma Julie. Everytime Grandma would come and see the girls, she would have a tea party, dresses and all. Grandma, that special cake plate that you brought out to Omaha will be at Tanner's Tea in honor of your special time together.

We are also having a OPEN HOUSE at April Abell's house at 11828 S. 52nd Street in Papillion. On May 23rd from 5pm-9pm with Pampered Chef, Lia Sophia jewelry and Arbonne. A portion of the proceeds will be donated to Cure Search. With every item purchased you will be entered in a drawing for a FREE bounce house rental courtesy of www.omahapartypalace.com Please email me if you have any questions at cmthb@hotmail.com we would love to see you there.

Have a wonderful Mothers's Day!! Thank you for all your kind words on the guestbook!

Love, The Lusk Family

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Another precious little girl lost her battle against childhood cancer.  Miss Lily battled over 2 1/2 years and was only 4 years old when she died. My sister and I went to the viewing to give her wonderful family our support. It is so hard to see all these amazing children who fight so hard for so long taken from this world. Please view princess Lily's site www.caringbridge.org/visit/lilyleyden . Our thoughts and prayers are now with her family has they began a very long and hard battle with out their little girl.

I have a You Tube video that I would like to share with you. Uncle Jeff made this of Tanner and the radioathon the link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0BpMXVfQUE . Thank you Uncle Jeff!! I have also updated Tanner's Treats and the fundraiser page. We have a wonderful fundraiser coming up on May 18 at the T!LC Church in Bellevue. Tanner's Tea, was created by a wonderful women named Tracy. Tracy never met Tanner but saw her obituary in the paper and was touched by Tanner's life, story, and smile. Tanner touched her life with out even meeting her. Tanner you make your mom so proud. I don't think that she knew that she touched people like that but she did. Tracy, thank you for caring and thank you for helping raise money in honor of Tanner and for all the kids still fighting this horrible disease. Tanner's Tea is by reservation ONLY so please email Tracy at tannerstea@hotmail.com There is more info on the tea and many others ways that we are trying to raise money on the Tanner's Treats/fundraising page to the left. Please continue to support Tanner's Termites for our Milestones Walk this year for Cure Search.  We are almost to our goal!! Please log on to http://host.curesearch.org/goto/tannertermites to join our team and make a donation. Thank you for your support!!

Chris a I are going to Kansas City this weekend to see John Edwards, the medium. We are hoping to have a reading but we are also know that Tanner is with us no matter what. I am hoping it will bring us some comfort. It's also our 12 year anniversary and it has been a very long time since Chris and I have gone away together with out the kids.

The Omaha Zoo received a donation in memory of Tanner Christine Lusk from the Larson, Beresh, Friend families and Ashely. In their new Butterfly Pavilion there will be a brass butterfly engraved with Tanner's name and permanently mounted on the railing. Thank you so much guys!!! Tanner loved the zoo and it was where we spent a lot of our time and one of the last places she got to go. THANK YOU!! So if you are going to visit the zoo the Butterfly Pavilion opens in May look for Tanner's name and let us know on the guestbook. It would be fun to see how many people can find it.

Thank you for continued support and love and please help us make a difference. Anything that you can do DOES help!!

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Sorry for the lack of updates, it has been a pretty tough couple of weeks. Sometimes you just don't know what to say. You feel so overwhelmed with grief that anything you say is filled with negativity. Not that I feel I have to always be positive but the saddness consumes you. You have no energy, no strength or desire to put one foot in front of the other.  I feel like there is this huge mountain in front of us and we keep climbing and climbing and there is no end in site. I am done climbing, I just want to sit for awhile and not fight anymore, not have this pain consume us. When we fought with treatment we had HOPE but without Tanner the hope is gone. We are now fighting our own sadness. In the beginning we prayed for a cure, after relapse we prayed for more time/more treatment and at the end you pray for her peace and comfort in death. Now there is no relief for our pain, no cure for the loss of our daughter. I want her back, I want all of this to be a nightmare, I don't want this life.

Chris is coaching Tan's softball team from last year. He ordered a team shirt for her with number one on it. They are going to put a ribbon with Tan's initials and the #1. I know he is going to have a hard time but Tanner and him shared the love of baseball.  When Tanner was unable to play softball, she would tell Chris to go out and be with the team. Its going to be hard to see all those girls out there where your daughter should be.

On a better note Tanner's Termites are doing GREAT!! Thanks to our wonderful team for all your hard work and all the donations. We are half way to our goal of $10,000.00 with only 6 weeks to go. We CAN DO IT!!! We have some wonderful friends that are doing fundraisers for the team, "Tanner's Tea", hair cut athon, pillow cases, and flower pots. Lots a good ideas to help raise money for Cure Search. We are also getting our Tanner's Termites shirt orders together. Please email Susie Looney at sblooney@cox.net if you would like to order a shirt. They are the same shirt from last year. Also please email me if you would like to be on Tanner's team at cmthb@hotmail.com you do not have to register online to walk with the team. If you want to do online fundraising you can register online at http://host.curesearch.org/goto/tannertermites if you don't register online, please email me so that you can get all the team info. THANK YOU so much for your support!! There is this video that Cure Search put together on you tube that helps put the point across  that cancer can happen to anyone, not just someone else. Please view and help us make a difference. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGS4yE5v9rM&feature=related We have so many friends that are still fighting for a second chance, for one more day to be cancer free. Please keep these families in your thoughts and prayers as their life is a constant battle to keep a hold of their child.

All our love, The Lusk Family

 

 

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Thank you to all of Tanner's Termites for all your hard work in raising money for our team and Cure Search!! Cure Search is needing our help to pass a bill Conquer Childhood Cancer Act:

Here is the link for The Conquer Childhood Cancer Act. Just click on S911 to email your senator (150 million dollars in pediatric research funding) or HR1553 (creation of a data base and info for treatments, etc.) It takes 5 minutes!
Thanks for your help!

http://capwiz.com/curesearch/issues/bills

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Tanner's Termites, we are everywhere!! Fundraising page is now up and running. Please visit the site and register as a walker or start your own fundraising page and make a donation to Tanner's Termites!!!

Click here to view the team page for Tanner's Termites, We ARE Everywhere!!
If the text above does not appear as a clickable link, you can visit the web address:
http://host.curesearch.org/site/TR/Walk/Milestones?team_id=1880&pg=team&fr_id=1090&et=ywiAA6k-hVKfH1V0qe5V-Q..&s_tafId=1830

Tanner is no longer here to fight for a cure but we all learned from her the determination to never give up. Tanner had amazing strength, was always determine to fight for her life and a cure. Tanner also showed us how to help others in need. When she was so sick herself, she wanted to help the other sick kids at Children's Hospital, which is now "Tanner's Treats". I know that Tanner would want us to continue her fight for life and a cure for the 40,000 other kids that are on treatment today. Please help us you can make a difference, you can help find a cure. I will not stop fighting childhood cancer, we battled against it for 4 1/2 years and it took our daughter, we WILL NOT walk away until we find a cure.

Tanner was a featured child in a you tube video called 12 young cancer angels please view at http://youtube.com/watch?v=J8LMQdP2U7I 12 young girls who have all passed away from childhood cancer but have made a huge impact on people's lives. It is sad and all the girls look so normal and healthy. Cancer does not discriminate, it could be any child. We need a cure, we need your help!!

 

Thank you for your support!!

The Lusk Family

 




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